Born Again

Bells ring ring ring
Sacred calls of the crying souls
This flock herd has been summoned
From far far away
We come forward step step step
Sitting Walking Moving
     Together
Watch look and see from the inside
all the things we do not want to see
An endless discovery
everything welcome
nothing denied
crack us wide open
beyond bone skin and flesh
broken into a million pieces
We are
     Born Again

Game On

Haunted

In the background

every moment

Waiting

Lurk Linger Looming into all every where

Ready to attack

Slice cut sliver me open

Eat me alive from the inside out

Unmask from the outside in

Flesh skin to bone

Pick me apart

and

Suck me dry

A stolen smile

Do you remember the way it used to be one long some time ago

What ever it takes

     Game On

Its time to play

Sweet savoir angels wake me from this dream

Leave these shores

set sail Ahoy

Whispering winds float me away

     I long to live free...

 

Just The Way You Are

Running run run away

     she runs faster

Fishing for that in which will feed

     a hungry heart

and

     starving soul

A solo trek lone journey to and through

the great abyss

What for

How come 

and

     Why Me

May I drink your tears to quench my thirst

     May you sing me to sleep

and

     Dance me to death

Meet me at the burial grounds

Shatter this heart

I lay to rest

The woman she once was

Is no more not any longer gone fade away

Arise

I rise up

Stand between many worlds

Where there are no boundaries

Is this the end or just the beginning

     Come

Yes…

     Come just the way you are

Breathe Me Back to Life

Stir the pot

Stoke the flames

Again Again and Again

Poke the tiger

Tame the beast

Many times Over Over and Over

Lean in and

Untie Untangle

     All the fragmented Selves

every single tiny little knot that chokes binds and strangles

Touch tip tap every wound

     Touching what is here

Remove each and every piece skin and flesh

Down to the core

A skeleton being

Bag full of bones

     The not beautiful

Dance with all of me

Lovesick possessed and crazed

Dance me to death

Shattered

     Its the great awakening

Open me wide

      A grander view

            Save your Self

I beg plead and call upon the

     Holy Heart

Wake me up

and

Breathe me back to life…

Everything

 Enter the room

     and

Walk out the door

     How do you move through this world

The lens in which you see

     Whose eyes

The field in which you tend

     Whose hands

The words in which you speak

     Whose mouth

Beat me to life

Inflate with breath

Fill me up up up

completely empty out out out

Sweet god kissed moments

Sacred holy treasure

key

Unlocks the riddle solved

     Discover

that in which can be trusted

Turn over offer all

I promise nothing

     and give everything…

Again

It’s all so familiar

well known

I know so well

Where everything changes

     And

Heaven shall appear

     Again

Awaken from the dead

A resurrection revival

Risen from the grave

     Woken

Fill this cup overflowing

all whole

everything

     And

          The gap

Crack snap split break broke

Fall away from Form

Silhouette Shadows

Phantom ghost structures cave crumble collapse

Brace the fall

     Fall in Fall over Fall

Down

     Underground

Buried deep into the dirt soil mud

This will destroy

     And

Who will save

That in which you let Free

     Liberates...

I am Here for You

Where does your

     Love Go…

Wander walk stroll drift meander mosey on and on and on…

Unknown

     Sure Certainty

Unsure

     I do not know

Nothing anything everything known nameless mysteriously

     Unknown

     Stay

Yes…stay right here

     The gap

this hole gaping gash cut wound

     Stay

But oh it aches

hurts pain throbbing sting numb deaden and froze

     Stay

A worship offering

Sing song melody of sweet soft whispers

     Yes - Yes - Yes

and Stay

All that is

Everything welcome

Right here

I Am Here

     I Am Here

Here

Is This For Real

Pull me

into the core

Down downward to the earth

Below the surface

Underworld

beneath the layers of the skin

     And life disappears…

Like a pool water lake vast ocean waters

Filling Inflate Up

Not coming out

but

leaning way back in into

     Waters Of Life

Tidal waves of the beloved sea

Forever changing

movement mix blend alive moving motion

Blood flow trickle ripple

     pure Pureness

And this is the place

     Holy Holy

I meet you there

together from the inside

a soft gaze grin beaming smile

oh yes there you are

I come up for a gasp fresh breath of air

     is this real

What are those little voices inside

    is this for real

ahhh yes

right here

     This Is Real.

Small Stories Expand Beyond

How do you make yourself small?

We all have a tale to tell

     Speak me your story

          Share me your language

     Show me your world

Take Me...Bring Me

     Into the Seen there is only what you See

Apart of

     not pulled in

Wiggle wriggle jiggle

     please come out and play

     In this place

unfolding that in which yearns to be known

hold held embraced

     Spread from the inside out

     Expand from the backside forward

Yes...I want to live there

     into spaces 

            Further than beyond.

This is the way

     There is no other way...

Dieing While Alive

Prayers for a miracle

     “patience its coming”…

Deliver me from this evil

     “patience its happening”…

Passing away

Death Die -Off

The dieing is dieing

Mystery Magical Stroke of God Spirit and the Holy Ghosts

     “Do not wait”

All that in which lies dormant hibernate hide hidden away

Awoken

from the deaden frozen solid cold and numb

Finger tip tap touched from the Divine

Come out come out where ever you are

Sleeping beauty emerges

into Being

Breath of life alive and living

Throbbing thump pulsating heart

Every Beat Beat Beat

wake me form this eternal slumber

Here

Already here

All everything becomes revealed known

Right here always

and

Never here before

I know nothing of this kingdom realm

In brand new ways

Living Alive Live

Awake

Turning Point

Kingdom of Life

and

The Quest for the Holy Grail

Miracle prayers to the heavens

please please

deliver me from this evil curse

legends of the fall

Hide and seek peek a boo

Fairy folk tales catch me if you can

These little games

I play no more

Come

     Come to my fortress

Yes

     Yes step in to my castle

These gates unlocked

Open wide Open

Drink

     Drink from this blessed cup

Every tiny drop of blood

Drip drop dribble

This

     This is the turning point…

Relinquish This Life

Hold tight

Ocean currents water tidal waves rise

Crest

Crash fall begin again

Over again

Again and again

Hold on tight

     Hold on…

Eyes seal close shut

Every time

      I die

Open and awake

     Beyond

And even more

     Beyond

Until I know no more

Worlds with out words

Past Past

Future Future

     Are you there?

Come back

     Are you still there?

Come back…

My Prayer for You

This too this too

Come see for thy self

     Not this not that

not

everything is lost

Quest of the sacred

To the source

     Go All The Way

My prayer for you

To be

and To Become

      Being

and beyond

Utterly awake

Go there where

Everything meets

Tap Tune

In to

Every tiny part of the whole

wholeness

Yes …Yes Yes

You know the way

        You Already Know

The Way…

Sieze The Day

Follow the story
it becomes the calling
wise wisdom vibrating Truth.

Cries of the soul
     Yes Yes Yes
Hands to the heavens
Lift high almighty
     Please Please Please
Bring me a message and
Show me the way.

States of the mind
     Rise up
Habits of the heart
quiver tremble Shake
           It Up
     Shake It Out
Hear that
     Beat Beat Beat

The Way will call you home
The Way will call you
     Again Again and Again...

All Revealed

Up close close close
     I watch
Yonder over across there
     I look
Shining bright start light
Its far far far away
but
     I can see...

Courage to STAY

Seeking certainty

and

the divine powers of

uncertainty

Nothing…I know Nothing

and

Here I am

     I am

Broken open

Layers of the insides

In and in and in and in

     STAY

The courage to Stay

Do not leave

Never ever ever go

     STAY

Night traveler

Dare

Not go back to sleep

Many many languages

Darkness dark shadows

speaking in tongues

     Listen

ears wide open

     Listening…

Spaces between stories

This…yes…this is the place I wake up

A stamp of survival

     Declaration of LIFE.

Devil Dance Me to Death

Dancing with Death

A sweet serenade

      Dance me to darkness

Devil

     Dance me to the end

One step

     You lead

Two step back

     I follow

Lift me up off my feet…

Floating

A twirl twist

     and dip

Angels calling out my name

A sway swing

     and turn

spiral spin round and round and round

so far

Far Far Far away

     Lost-vanish-go-gone

grab me close hug tighter closer

Hold Grip Grasp

Unleash Release and Set Free.

Save the last dance

     You and I- Me and You

It’s the Final Dance

Are you Listening...

I told you

You did not hear

I told you

You only heard what you wanted to hear

I told you

You did not see

I told you

You only saw what you wanted to see

I told you

You did not listen

I told you

Listen

Savior

Do Not Give Up

     I am coming

Trust

     I am coming

Have Faith

     I am coming

Deep to the center core

reaching in

     I am coming

to grab pull you up out away

Do Not Give Up

     I am coming…

Rescue liberate release

set free

You are

already

     Free

I am coming…

Truth

A glance A glimpse

     I Know…

See me you can

Behind closed doors

I feel you

Watching

Up from above- gazing down upon

Caught

     You Know…

Thorn of Truth

A stab to the heart

Pierce Cut Slice

wide open the soul

From the outside in

      I am sorry…

You Know-I know

and

There are no words spoken quiet unspoken silent soundless silence

     I am sorry…

Yes

Keep Going
I keep going and going and going
Falling
I Keep Going

Come Home

The Story Of Your Life
I have forgotten

Please
show me what I can not see
tell me what I need to learn
teach me
Please
teach me what I do not know.

The Way Seeking Heart
     Soften into the holding
This
This is the Way

Around and Around we go
A wax...A wane
Sunrise and sweet Sunsets
Stop fooling yourself
You
are welcome here
Yes
You
are welcome
Its time to come home

It Is Time To Come Home...

The Self Inside the Self

Battle of the Self
Self against Self fighting
Selves of the Self
Old and the new
Past and the future
little beings and woman warrior goddess
Everything once was
Is no longer.

Sweet
whispers into my ear
I feel you on the inside down to my toes
Winds of wisdom
penetration into the cells.
     Listen
Can you hear
     Listen
Do you hear
Come Home-Come Home-Come Home

From the backside
In-Through-Up-Out and
Away

Imagine
     A walking treasure
Imagine
     That which is not broken. 

Widen the Circle

Haunting the nights
devil returns
satan is near here
again.
stories from long long lives ago.

Ancient memory patterns
maps of self
many selves
woven-knit-stitch
like muscle tendon fibers
connecting heart to tongue
to the depths of being
you and me-we and i-us and them

Dare to speak from the heart...

Ahhh...
and i take my last breath
knowing
not nothing what lies before nor beyond
How big is your circle
draw it wider-bigger-more...

Stop

Moments in Time
Constellations of Selves
     changing
seasons of life
Layers of Being

Oh...all the stories we tell ourselves
craving-wanting-yearning
hungry for more
stuff it down
fill me up
and
never satisfied.

Run...run...Running around
        Connect- do you dare?
Connection- A double dare.

Stop
sit down
Stop
Sit
Stop
Stay Still
     STOP
         Missing life
To scared to be who you really are...

Cave Women

Moon phases
     Luminate bright
     Illuminate Light
     Illuminating

The call- Bird songs
flocking herd swarm
merge and converge
She gathers
little girls
wise women elders
        We Come Together

Shedding layers
 Take off your skin
Slip into nothingness
     We Shed
Naked body
     We Look
Naked heart
      I see
Naked Soul
     you I see you I see...

Courageous scars
Untold wounds
Blissful bellies
Merry go round and round
Sacred Songs- Mother Earth
Divine Prayers- Father Sky
Darkness dims
flesh to flesh
our breath becomes one
Pull- Sweat- Pour- Drink- Steam

I watch
     and you teach
I learn
Returning
      I am Home

Realms of Heaven and Hell

Run RUN Run
      Running away
run from
            Running to.
Far Far away
Away far from home
lost long ago
been a long long time

Patterns woven
Spiral wrap
bound wound twisted tied tight

A life not lived
lives
an unlived life
Back it up UP up
turn
round and round
Around
Step back back Way back...

Strange new lands
nights dark
darkness dims
days darker

Standing at the gates
      Returning
Standing at the gates
      Remembering
Standing at the gates
      Welcoming....

Conversations with God

Realms of Heaven
open gates
wide
Looking- Watching- Waiting

conversations
speaking words-voice-language

Prayers to the beloved
      Can you hear me
Cries to the Divine
      Are you listening

I cream out loud
Yes- I see you
     Eye to Eye
Yes- I feel you
     Heart to Heart

     Him and I
     You and Me

Align to Gods Will

To the
Will of God
Align

Drip Drop Dribble
Soak Sink Settle
Layer...Layer...Layers
deep
deeper
down to the bone
into the cells

Shhhh
Listen
Ears open wide
Shhhh
Listen
close close...Closer
body speak
secret sweet soft languages
Heart Screams Truth
               I vow to never turn away
Never...

Hello...

Do You Dare
    Receive
this moment 
    day
this second
    Perfect 
in every way

A sacred pause
        Do You dare
     and
How do you take it
bring it in and down

Secret language
knit into this body
woven to the core
hands to my heart
imprints on the soul

Hello can you hear me
 feel me
     Hello
hello...can you see me
are you listening
     Hello...

Darkest Moments

Darkest moments

How do you feed the hungry heart…

Shove it in

       Chew it up

       Stuff it away

Swallow your pride

    and

spit it back up again

In and down

Up and out

    You are

    You are

My favorite medicine.

These darkest moments

I belong not of this world

     All that is 

It Was...

All that is

     It is not me...

Flavors of Freedom

Its a Beautiful struggle
if you watch closley
and
listen even closer.

Do you dare catch the flavor of freedom
like a leaf falling from a tree.

It was what it was
It is what it is
Let it be...

You can not will yourself to let go.

Awak-En-Ing

The moment you stop fighting
      stop Rushing
      Pushing
      Shoving
The moment you stand still
      stand Silent
      Soft
      Listen
      Loving
The moment you allow the foundation that has formed to crumble
      Fall
      Fade
      Dissipate and Dissolve....Away...
The moment you wake up
and realize it does not have to be this way

The moment I wake up

Elements of Alchemy

This pull to the earth

Bring forth from and

Gives birth to.

Stop Start

Ready-set-go

Begin End

Come close move far away

     Nothing created

     Nothing destroyed

     Nothing grasped

     Nothing denied

Circle Cycling

Spiral round and round

Into one

Into another

Inside looking out

Outside looking in.

Unravel- Unwind

Electric currents grow and then flow

springs in up

Fire burn

Heat rise

Expand Spread Wide.

Patience to emerge- Again

     and

Gravity pulls back down- Again

To begin all over- Again

Over and Over and Over

     AGAIN.

Currents of Connection

Longing & Belonging

Give & Receive

Contract & Open

These waves of desire

Come near in close

Ripple out further

Merge and Merging

     palm to palm

     cheek to cheek.

Touch and Touching

     heart to heart

     flesh to flesh.

From the inside out

vibrating…tingling

quivers of aliveness

Bodies - Being - Breathed

     A Coming Home

     Home Coming

     Sink – settle - soften

      Hold me

Close and Closer

         Even

Tight and Tighter

This embrace

Heart armor dwindles…dissolves

Fades far far far away

Come

     Come In To Me

           Intimacy

IN TO ME DO YOU SEE…