No Turning Back

To know the essence of another

Forget one self

Divided selves

Loose yourself lost

     and found

To loose yourself whole

There is no turning back

Called forth by all those who see you and me and us and I and them all everyone

The one who watches

We must be seen into

     Being

To seek and find the you inside of me

and through you I become

Aim of the arrow

    Bull’s-Eye

Win the game won

Slow burn all the way

     all the way through

Are you willing to

     work it till the end

again and again and again…

Patience

It will find you and seek you out

To be heard 

To be seen 

To be felt...full on fully

     Patience as you

Learn to see into the dark

     Patience as you

Learn to listen to the night

    Patience as you

Leave behind every single story of your life

and

     Dare to never be the same...

To the Light of Love

Time slips split shake jump tremble awake

Heart run race beat beat beat

pace back and forth up and down open and close

Look Lost Gone

    into a trance

Worlds crumble

Real - unreal I can not see I do not know

Throw yourself

Your whole Self all selves

Leap in Leap off

Live it fully

and           

Never look back

Unravel all the secret codes to the edges of eternal eternity

This sacred gift boon blessing

show me

God….Please….

Come to meet me and show me

It all

The illusion delusion of it all

All

     and lead me to the light of LOVE…..

You Better Look Out

Sacred precious tender heart

This

…This

is so much bigger than

     Us

All that which is beyond

a path unseen

All that in which lies ahead

     Where

Where am I am I going

I can not see

Step Step Step

     Do you dare

Step  

Close

and closer

step

A little bit more

Close

You better look out

You better look out for

     LOVE

Get In Up Close

You matter

and 

I care

 

Face to Face

all that in which you run from

and

The one place you dare not go

     Get In Up Close

The self selves behind the curtain

How many moments missed lost stolen

Lives lived lost forgotten

Cracks in the cocoon

This is the suffering that wakes you up

     This to

     This belongs

What is it that you long for

The one beyond

Open to openness

This is the day of your awakening

     A call to be all that you are

A Vow to See

Ancient history

Quests of the heart

and

the hero’s Journey.

There is no turning back

     To Know What LOVE Is

I want you to show me

Please

pull me

out and up

Resurrected from the dead

   Yes

Grab pull cling

Me towards and in

Close so close

Stand tall Stand strong

Eye to Eye

Skin against skin

Flesh vibrate pulse tingle alive

     See me See you We See I See

between the lines

Into and all the way through

     You

Eyes wide open

     I See you seeing me

     I can See

and

     I vow to never run away

Keep Calmly Knowing Change

Tear drops on the fire

Flame blaze burn

me to the ground

and

Build me back up again

Shove from behind tug forward

Lean into fall out

Always moving nothing still

Time passes

We change

     Hold on

I can not many more much longer

     Hold on

I will not

No more

     No longer…

To Be Found

I can feel you

So close

     and closer

And

So far

     so far away

We desire disorder

To endure

all these little lies we live

Countless stories

Untold Unspoken words

Tied tight tucked away

     and all the

Hidden secrets silenced

Forever lost

Stuff in and down flush back up and out

Undo Undone

Hide and seek

Catch me if you can

Running in circles

chasing tails

round loop spin cycle go around

The silly games we play

To be

Do you dare

      Be able to be found.

To See In New Ways

Lets go back

Begin all over

     Again

This becomes the starting point

     Again

     Tell me your secrets

To all things hidden hiding

     Reveal your self all selves whole Self

To all the things you cannot avoid

See saw seen

From the back to the foreground

I can almost See

glimpse and a glimmer shimmer and a shine

Sun in your eyes

Signals through the flames

Across the waters and all the

secret voices of the full moon nights

Tell me you love me

Look

     Look into me and

I will see in new ways.

See In The dark

Learn to see into the dark

Leave behind every single story of your life

and

     Dare to never be the same

Goodbye and farewell

part of a parting going away from

      everything

All the things you love to do but can do no more

The other another side

To include that which has been turned away

     all that was is forbidden

Something missing unforgotten

A look Gaze A Stare

Appearing from Far Far Far away

1,000 stars light shining bright twinkle shimmer shine

To who is it that you call upon

     Ask and request A plea and beg

When called

     Do you come

Arrive near towards close to nearer

Hello Hello Hello

to greet meet welcome back in

     Remade Renew time and time again.

Who is There

--> That which has been silenced into the dark corners

A life trapped inside?

     A voice that yearns to tell the truth?

Knock…knock… knock

Who is there…Who is there

Courageous who we are

     just to be here

Clipped wing

Skin shed shake quiver tremor

Hold not so so close not to tight

But squeeze oh so much much more

Step into this place here a shelter

Secret soft singing of the Soul

     Come…Come…Come

It is no longer me I am

     Everything

Fall fade away

There is no way out

Only all the way into and through...

Holy Visitors

This here is a place of

     Great Uncertainty

where

     Holy Visitors

Invade

Everything further completely more

     Holy Visitors

Initiate

Set in motion start over clear the way to begin again

Bare soul stripped naked uncovered and exposed

Breakdown collapse fallen down to knees

     A sweet bow to the altar

of belonging

to what remains what once was all that has been lost

and

Never forgetting that in which must be revealed

Never forgetting that in which remains untouched

Nothing is as it was

     nor is it intended to be

We are not meant to go back…

The Summoned Life

The great forgetting

Falling asleep to death awaken alive

Broken apart

Shattered again again and again

put back together

Living over over and over once more

Do you dare enter the gates of holy heaven grounds

Deep currents run free and wild move through all things

These few sweet breaths we call living

Courage to face

    and never turn away

from the summoned life

I Choose To Enter

Standing at the door

Wide open

Here we are

From long ago

Some life past

Once before

To meet again

Between us and them me and you they this and that

Among in the midst surrounded by the middle of

     Life and Death

This center point here in between is the place

     I died

Old parts

New selves

     drop fade fall melt down out away

Last gasp of air

becomes a fresh breath for the beginning of a moment in time

again

Standing at the door

Wide open

     go into walk across

all the way through

     I choose to enter

A Birth

First breath after life

The heavenly that which is within

     knows the human in us inside waiting to be born

All the wisdom to play out

in the direction I can not see

     and yet to know.

Here and There

God was There

and

     I was Here

Holy ceremonial blessings

Anointed from above

Sacred contracts I sign my life away

unspoken agreements to embark upon

This warrior serves when called

Silly games of hide and seek show and tell peek a boo

     I pretend to play dead

Resurrected all over again

And we gather

Together

Turn toward you

Open up into me

Tell me what you see

I will follow your lead

     show me the way

Dare

To tell me the

     Whole Truth

Nothing but the Truth

A double Dare to reveal all of me

       Shed the whole of me

Stand tall Stand naked

Stand

Raw bone pure

     Beautiful and Broken

Armor fade

Heart melt quiver shake Heart pulse beat beat beat

God is Here I am Here

Tell ME

Sounds from the undergrounds

Sacred call shout scream cry out loud

A beckon to come emerge appear

     Show yourself Show

And so

I arrive

     To serve

For the love of war

     To never be the same

Many many stories

A fairy-tale legend

Body maps

A life sketch

Scratch Scrape Scars

Tell ME

     Where does it hurt

Gift of the wounds

     Bring me what is broken

The missing gone astray misplaced vanish everything disappeared

Speak Say

Tell ME

Tell all

     do Tell

The Chosen One

It is a lucky thing

     The Chosen One

To be here forever ever

     and just like that one day gone far away somewhere to where out there

A birds eye view

Up from above we look down in to

All the way through

From the back behind in up and out

See to the end to begin start all over once more

Never known before or to be known again

Into the fields

You and me- me and you-We and us them they all everyone

We Walk 

We Meet 

We Arrive

     Fully here

I AM

     HERE

Rite of Passage

Gone forever gone far far away 

     yet never lost never never missing

A Rite of Passage

To hell and back with a tinge taste of terror

The naked struggle living many lives of life

Stretch more out wider and beyond

Touch within deeper into and through

     Some of Me

     All of ME

     More of ME

Every single tiny little part of ME

     To

Be all you can Be

Reaching out I call on You

     Do you hear Do you hear

Reach out I call too You

     Do you hear Do you hear

I call out for You

and

You

Reaching come move towards to me

Remembering to Remember 

A soft sweet embrace

All the way

Mingle Mix Melt into one

Before long soon again we meet

     Here

Have you been Here

     We are Here

Wise In Her Ways

An offering

     to all the demons devil evil spirits

     to all the heavenly goddesses gods soul beings

I put down this lay and place all out before you

Wise In Her Ways

The temple has appeared

Holy sanctuary place of worship

A gift bestowed upon magically appears

She lures me into towards her mystery

Coax and entice a sweet serenade

    in close and very near

Secret whispers

     this way this way this way

This is what you are

This is who you are

Heart string Heart pull

You are welcome

     Here

You are safe

     Here

Come home

     Here

Sing my Soul back

Sing Song Sing

    Sing My Heart Break Wide Open Awake

Holy Wars

Unfamiliar grounds

Find the way

Navigating

     a dark night the darkest day

Each every all dimensions of 

     The Holy Wars

Hand to hand warriors fighting armys

     one against the other another

Armed forces ready for anything

Protective coverings layered shells of armor

No one in

No one out

     Survive or die.

Run Run Running towards freedom

Death chasing behind very close near

Ache throb-pounding beat fast fast…faster

Soul vanish disappears fades out up and

    Away Away…far away

Stretched beyond that which is already known

    Holes in the heart bleed tears

Battle lands wound cry out loud

Come Home Come Home

Come to

Rescue Save Liberate and 

     Set Free

Ye Shall Overcome

Ascending from the depths

To go back to the beginning

I remember recall call back for an instant flash moment

Split tiny seconds

This body being are I am this is as they were then without

Lean in to me I lean back into you

All that in which has been sewn up learned unravels undo undone

     becomes exposed uncovered exposed and stripped away

Bare witness

Bare naked

Chariot wagons charge full steam ahead

Puffed chest heart open wide

Hands high in the air

     I offer everything to you

Take this Take it Take all every part of

A battle no more

     I give up I give in I give over and over

Defeated

and

A victorious triumph another time all over yet again

     Ye shall overcome

A Lions Roar

Heart chambers cringe shrink back recoil

     cripple paralyze frozen cold solid shut

Vanished away lost gone lone alone steer lead astray

Brought fallen over tumble fall down to my knees

     Soul imprisoned

     Body of fear

     Breathless

Inhale pull draw in exhale let out give off

    This

This is not mine This is not me This is not at all no more than

Currents stream flow through flood pour tidal wave

Life pulls

A little tug tug

Guardian Angels hover float stay close

Guiding

Dance me dance a two-body dance tango bee bop hoedown

To be with that and

     Larger than this

Let it come

and

    Let it be

Through and Through

Swell every cell

Lungs scream call howl cry out I yell

Full open chested

      A Lions Roar

I will

     A sure resolve

I will be

    ready here near close

for all anything

     More and More

Everything

Merge Fuse Blend Together

A hint trace of allusion

points of reference illusion delusion day dreams and fantasy lands

Earthly creature being

Mirror reflections of you me and I us we them and this

     What is

This

Saturate permeate head to toe front to back side to side

Finger tip touch grip grasp 

     A full embrace

I worship thee thou thy thine

and

leave nothing behind

    Nothing

A magic pill and the miracle drug

Infuse Inject fill me up all pervading

Come up close

     real close

Right in near by next to

     We 

merge fuse blend together

Each and every single one all of everybody

Your skin

     touching

My flesh

Never separate

Everloving

    Alive living live again

To A Better Place

The mother tongue twist tie

Tangled in the womb

Birth born again become

Lost

I can not find recover discover

myself my way home

     Phases of the night

Nodes of the moon

     Seasons of the day

Fires of the sun

     Cycles of the mind

Voices of the soul

A chemical elemental composition

      masterpiece works of art

Direct the course

     Divide and separate break away break out break free

To a better

     Place

I give my all to you

Drop below in underneath

Untie these sacred holy knots

Strokes of insight

Heart chamber settle Heart melt

Come once more all over again

     Whole and complete

To a better

     Place

          This Is The Place.

March

        I

am in the March

     This

is the March

     We

are the March

Collectively

Universally

Inch

Together

We

Sway

Together

We

Move towards the light

All these people

Human to Human

Touching

Skin to Skin

Heart to Heart

every walk of life

carry me us we you them All

knowing to the end

     We Unite

     We

become

     One

Medicine Mixture Remedy

Ring the bell

     Ring

Can you hear

     Ring Ring

Echos of the past

Pierce the soul

Wake the heart

Bring to Life

Its a medicine mixture remedy

Welcome

     this all more

Return come home to touch

     Here

Everything moving

     What to do

and

     Which way to turn

Enter fully

Hold nothing

 Courage

to contact meet

     Courage

to release let go

Be in Be with

     Be

Right where you are

     Right here

            Already there.

Dieing to Begin

    Do you remember?

The place of tieing down

Cut in half split down the middle

Where you breathe your last

     Breath

and pass on away.

Take way to the end

Living lives lived

     Dieing to begin

still further all and beyond

Moving things secret parts

Always there is more

these never ending

cycles

     Cross over thread into and through

     Out stretch wider expand

     Forward and back the space in out between

many worlds distances past ahead behind together and apart

Where

fractal formations of light reflect the holy holiness

     Mystic Miracle Divine

                  Truth

Salvation from this earth

Deliverance from humankind

     Do you remember?

many times many

             over over over again

Love making

     To This One Great Life.

Triumph of the Heart

Bear the wound bear the pain

     Are you willing to loose

               everything

Ripped gone

Reach back

Passed away

Lost again

Drop underneath

Finger tip trace track

A map compass directs

Woven patterns of tangled knots

in-out-in-out

Who wants today as it was

Feel all that is to follow

Once ago some time

All it was that is

Being and not

     Being

Together suddenly becomes

Existing again

Remember this dream forever

Something heavens

     Calling your attention

Triumphs of the heart

     Calling your attention

Again once more all over

Dare

     Dare listen to what this life wants of you

That Which is Becoming

That in which is becoming

     it is not what you think it is

An onlooker

     turn the light back inward

The unveiled alive from the inside
Beneath the low grade hum hum hum

     Tell me what you see...

All that in which lay dormant latent sleeping hidden in the dark darkness

Complex pattern layers of knots woven weave wrapping bound tied wound tight

into membrane cells of the flesh towards the depths through the core of the bone

Cut in half

Severed Slice Split down the middle

Loop round and round

around

Including this that

and all
Including
more everything all

     Calling you

Calling you

               Calling You

Again and Again and Again

The Great Mystery

A map that is no more

Great Mystery

Please please

Show me

All in which I can not see

Crack Uncrack lock and unlock

Codes of the heart

The riddle solved resolved sure unsure

Make up your mind

Nothing known everything unknown

Open wide open

doorways leading tending onto into existence

Turn towards heading for all things everything

Bigger than I

Deeper then this

The Great Mystery

I can hear you calling

Yes Yes I am here

I can hear you screaming

Yes Yes I care

This One Great Life

If you do not listen

     I will yell

If you do not hear

     I will scream

But only dear

for so long

Eventually

Sooner later in time

These voices

inside

Appear emerge come forward be come

     Known

A raging stream that tears side to side beginning to end

Crossing over into and through

Arise up and out

     Come to me and

     I will come to you

Truth revealed to the light

     I can see

All the unlivedin deserted abandoned places of spaces

Ripped into being alive

Dare to rinse wash bathe tip tap touch this sacred holy heart

     This One Great Life

I bow to and

     Gentle my way in.

Together

Together we stand

A part of and in there is no separation

Free permission

Hold nothing back

    Fully into the dark we run

Turn towards

   All the places we hide

Gone viral

Spreading like wildfire

We are not who we thought we were

and

Tell us

What is next

That which has not yet to come

It is

A Revolution of Tenderness

Sweet sanctuary haven refuge where we are cradled with kindness

A sure hearts release

Hold dear

Hold close close close

Where

We Rise

     Together We Rise

Born Again

Bells ring ring ring
Sacred calls of the crying souls
This flock herd has been summoned
From far far away
We come forward step step step
Sitting Walking Moving
     Together
Watch look and see from the inside
all the things we do not want to see
An endless discovery
everything welcome
nothing denied
crack us wide open
beyond bone skin and flesh
broken into a million pieces
We are
     Born Again

Game On

Haunted

In the background

every moment

Waiting

Lurk Linger Looming into all every where

Ready to attack

Slice cut sliver me open

Eat me alive from the inside out

Unmask from the outside in

Flesh skin to bone

Pick me apart

and

Suck me dry

A stolen smile

Do you remember the way it used to be one long some time ago

What ever it takes

     Game On

Its time to play

Sweet savoir angels wake me from this dream

Leave these shores

set sail Ahoy

Whispering winds float me away

     I long to live free...

 

Just The Way You Are

Running run run away

     she runs faster

Fishing for that in which will feed

     a hungry heart

and

     starving soul

A solo trek lone journey to and through

the great abyss

What for

How come 

and

     Why Me

May I drink your tears to quench my thirst

     May you sing me to sleep

and

     Dance me to death

Meet me at the burial grounds

Shatter this heart

I lay to rest

The woman she once was

Is no more not any longer gone fade away

Arise

I rise up

Stand between many worlds

Where there are no boundaries

Is this the end or just the beginning

     Come

Yes…

     Come just the way you are

Breathe Me Back to Life

Stir the pot

Stoke the flames

Again Again and Again

Poke the tiger

Tame the beast

Many times Over Over and Over

Lean in and

Untie Untangle

     All the fragmented Selves

every single tiny little knot that chokes binds and strangles

Touch tip tap every wound

     Touching what is here

Remove each and every piece skin and flesh

Down to the core

A skeleton being

Bag full of bones

     The not beautiful

Dance with all of me

Lovesick possessed and crazed

Dance me to death

Shattered

     Its the great awakening

Open me wide

      A grander view

            Save your Self

I beg plead and call upon the

     Holy Heart

Wake me up

and

Breathe me back to life…