January 01, 2017

Together


Together we stand
A part of and in there is no separation
Free permission
Hold nothing back

    Fully into the dark we run
Turn towards
   All the places we hide
Gone viral
Spreading like wildfire
We are not who we thought we were
and
Tell us
What is next
That which has not yet to come

It is
A Revolution of Tenderness
Sweet sanctuary haven refuge where we are cradled with kindness
A sure hearts release
Hold dear
Hold close close close
Where
We Rise
     Together We Rise

December 31, 2016

Born Again

Bells ring ring ring
Sacred calls of the crying souls
This flock herd has been summoned
From far far away
We come forward step step step
Sitting Walking Moving
     Together
Watch look and see from the inside
all the things we do not want to see
An endless discovery
everything welcome
nothing denied
crack us wide open
beyond bone skin and flesh
broken into a million pieces
We are
     Born Again

December 28, 2016

Game On


Haunted

In the background
every moment
Waiting
Lurk Linger Looming into all every where
Ready to attack
Slice cut sliver me open
Eat me alive from the inside out
Unmask from the outside in
Flesh skin to bone
Pick me apart
and
Suck me dry

A stolen smile
Do you remember the way it used to be one long some time ago

What ever it takes
     Game On
Its time to play

Sweet savoir angels wake me from this dream
Leave these shores
set sail Ahoy
Whispering winds float me away
     I long to live free...
 

December 25, 2016

Just The Way You Are


Running run run away
     she runs faster
Fishing for that in which will feed
     a hungry heart
and
     starving soul

A solo trek lone journey to and through
the great abyss
What for
How come 
and
     Why Me

May I drink your tears to quench my thirst
     May you sing me to sleep
and
     Dance me to death
Meet me at the burial grounds
Shatter this heart
I lay to rest
The woman she once was
Is no more not any longer gone fade away

Arise
I rise up
Stand between many worlds
Where there are no boundaries
Is this the end or just the beginning
     Come
Yes…
     Come just the way you are

December 23, 2016

Breathe Me Back to Life


Stir the pot
Stoke the flames
Again Again and Again

Poke the tiger
Tame the beast
Many times Over Over and Over

Lean in and
Untie Untangle
     All the fragmented Selves
every single tiny little knot that chokes binds and strangles
Touch tip tap every wound
     Touching what is here

Remove each and every piece skin and flesh
Down to the core
A skeleton being
Bag full of bones
     The not beautiful
Dance with all of me
Lovesick possessed and crazed
Dance me to death

Shattered
     Its the great awakening
Open me wide
      A grander view
            Save your Self
I beg plead and call upon the
     Holy Heart
Wake me up
and
Breathe me back to life…

December 21, 2016

Everything


 Enter the room
     and
Walk out the door
     How do you move through this world
The lens in which you see
     Whose eyes
The field in which you tend
     Whose hands
The words in which you speak
     Whose mouth

Beat me to life
Inflate with breath
Fill me up up up
completely empty out out out

Sweet god kissed moments
Sacred holy treasure
key
Unlocks the riddle solved
     Discover
that in which can be trusted

Turn over offer all
I promise nothing
     and give everything…

December 19, 2016

Again

It’s all so familiar
well known
I know so well
Where everything changes
     And
Heaven shall appear
     Again
Awaken from the dead
A resurrection revival
Risen from the grave
     Woken
Fill this cup overflowing
all whole
everything
     And
          The gap
Crack snap split break broke
Fall away from Form
Silhouette Shadows
Phantom ghost structures cave crumble collapse
Brace the fall
     Fall in Fall over Fall
Down
     Underground
Buried deep into the dirt soil mud

This will destroy
     And
Who will save

That in which you let Free
     Liberates...

December 15, 2016

I am Here for You

Where does your
     Love Go…
Wander walk stroll drift meander mosey on and on and on…
Unknown
     Sure Certainty
Unsure
     I do not know
Nothing anything everything known nameless mysteriously
     Unknown

     Stay
Yes…stay right here
     The gap
this hole gaping gash cut wound
     Stay
But oh it aches
hurts pain throbbing sting numb deaden and froze
     Stay
A worship offering
Sing song melody of sweet soft whispers
     Yes - Yes - Yes
and Stay

All that is
Everything welcome
Right here
I Am Here
     I Am Here
Here

December 14, 2016

Is This For Real


Pull me
into the core
Down downward to the earth
Below the surface
Underworld
beneath the layers of the skin
     And life disappears…
Like a pool water lake vast ocean waters
Filling Inflate Up
Not coming out
but
leaning way back in into
     Waters Of Life
Tidal waves of the beloved sea
Forever changing
movement mix blend alive moving motion
Blood flow trickle ripple
     pure Pureness
And this is the place
     Holy Holy
I meet you there
together from the inside
a soft gaze grin beaming smile
oh yes there you are

I come up for a gasp fresh breath of air
     is this real
What are those little voices inside
    is this for real
ahhh yes
right here
     This Is Real.

December 13, 2016

Small Stories Expand Beyond

How do you make yourself small?

We all have a tale to tell
     Speak me your story
          Share me your language
     Show me your world
Take Me...Bring Me
     Into the Seen there is only what you See
Apart of
     not pulled in
Wiggle wriggle jiggle
     please come out and play
     In this place
unfolding that in which yearns to be known
hold held embraced
     Spread from the inside out
     Expand from the backside forward
Yes...I want to live there
     into spaces 
            Further than beyond.

This is the way
     There is no other way...

December 12, 2016

Dieing While Alive


Prayers for a miracle
     “patience its coming”…
Deliver me from this evil
     “patience its happening”…
Passing away
Death Die -Off
The dieing is dieing

Mystery Magical Stroke of God Spirit and the Holy Ghosts
     “Do not wait”
All that in which lies dormant hibernate hide hidden away
Awoken
from the deaden frozen solid cold and numb

Finger tip tap touched from the Divine
Come out come out where ever you are
Sleeping beauty emerges
into Being
Breath of life alive and living
Throbbing thump pulsating heart
Every Beat Beat Beat
wake me form this eternal slumber
Here
Already here
All everything becomes revealed known
Right here always
and
Never here before
I know nothing of this kingdom realm
In brand new ways
Living Alive Live
Awake

December 11, 2016

Turning Point


Kingdom of Life
and
The Quest for the Holy Grail
Miracle prayers to the heavens
please please
deliver me from this evil curse

legends of the fall
Hide and seek peek a boo
Fairy folk tales catch me if you can
These little games
I play no more

Come
     Come to my fortress
Yes
     Yes step in to my castle
These gates unlocked
Open wide Open
Drink
     Drink from this blessed cup
Every tiny drop of blood
Drip drop dribble
This
     This is the turning point…

December 09, 2016

Relinquish This Life


Hold tight
Ocean currents water tidal waves rise
Crest
Crash fall begin again
Over again
Again and again
Hold on tight
     Hold on…

Eyes seal close shut
Every time
      I die
Open and awake
     Beyond
And even more
     Beyond
Until I know no more
Worlds with out words
Past Past
Future Future

     Are you there?
Come back
     Are you still there?
Come back…

December 04, 2016

My Prayer for You



This too this too
Come see for thy self
     Not this not that
not
everything is lost

Quest of the sacred
To the source
     Go All The Way

My prayer for you
To be
and To Become
      Being
and beyond
Utterly awake
Go there where
Everything meets
Tap Tune
In to
Every tiny part of the whole
wholeness

Yes …Yes Yes
You know the way
        You Already Know
The Way…

December 03, 2016

Sieze The Day

Follow the story
it becomes the calling
wise wisdom vibrating Truth.

Cries of the soul
     Yes Yes Yes
Hands to the heavens
Lift high almighty
     Please Please Please
Bring me a message and
Show me the way.

States of the mind
     Rise up
Habits of the heart
quiver tremble Shake
           It Up
     Shake It Out
Hear that
     Beat Beat Beat

The Way will call you home
The Way will call you
     Again Again and Again...

November 30, 2016

All Revealed

Up close close close
     I watch
Yonder over across there
     I look
Shining bright start light
Its far far far away
but
     I can see...

November 29, 2016

Courage to STAY



Seeking certainty
and
the divine powers of
uncertainty
Nothing…I know Nothing
and
Here I am
     I am
Broken open

Layers of the insides
In and in and in and in
     STAY
The courage to Stay
Do not leave
Never ever ever go
     STAY

Night traveler
Dare
Not go back to sleep
Many many languages
Darkness dark shadows
speaking in tongues
     Listen
ears wide open
     Listening…
Spaces between stories
This…yes…this is the place I wake up

A stamp of survival
     Declaration of LIFE.

November 28, 2016

Devil Dance Me to Death



Dancing with Death
A sweet serenade
      Dance me to darkness
Devil
     Dance me to the end
One step
     You lead
Two step back
     I follow
Lift me up off my feet…
Floating
A twirl twist
     and dip
Angels calling out my name
A sway swing
     and turn
spiral spin round and round and round
so far
Far Far Far away
     Lost-vanish-go-gone
grab me close hug tighter closer
Hold Grip Grasp
Unleash Release and Set Free.

Save the last dance
     You and I- Me and You
It’s the Final Dance

November 27, 2016

Are you Listening...



I told you
You did not hear
I told you
You only heard what you wanted to hear
I told you
You did not see
I told you
You only saw what you wanted to see
I told you
You did not listen
I told you

Listen

November 26, 2016

Savior


Do Not Give Up
     I am coming
Trust
     I am coming
Have Faith
     I am coming
Deep to the center core
reaching in
     I am coming
to grab pull you up out away
Do Not Give Up
     I am coming…
Rescue liberate release
set free
You are
already
     Free
I am coming…

November 25, 2016

Truth


A glance A glimpse
     I Know…
See me you can
Behind closed doors
I feel you
Watching
Up from above- gazing down upon
Caught
     You Know…

Thorn of Truth
A stab to the heart
Pierce Cut Slice
wide open the soul
From the outside in
      I am sorry…
You Know-I know
and
There are no words spoken quiet unspoken silent soundless silence
     I am sorry…

November 14, 2016

Yes

Keep Going
I keep going and going and going
Falling
I Keep Going

November 03, 2016

Come Home

The Story Of Your Life
I have forgotten

Please
show me what I can not see
tell me what I need to learn
teach me
Please
teach me what I do not know.

The Way Seeking Heart
     Soften into the holding
This
This is the Way

Around and Around we go
A wax...A wane
Sunrise and sweet Sunsets
Stop fooling yourself
You
are welcome here
Yes
You
are welcome
Its time to come home

It Is Time To Come Home...

November 01, 2016

The Self Inside the Self

Battle of the Self
Self against Self fighting
Selves of the Self
Old and the new
Past and the future
little beings and woman warrior goddess
Everything once was
Is no longer.

Sweet
whispers into my ear
I feel you on the inside down to my toes
Winds of wisdom
penetration into the cells.
     Listen
Can you hear
     Listen
Do you hear
Come Home-Come Home-Come Home

From the backside
In-Through-Up-Out and
Away

Imagine
     A walking treasure
Imagine
     That which is not broken. 


October 29, 2016

Widen the Circle

Haunting the nights
devil returns
satan is near here
again.
stories from long long lives ago.

Ancient memory patterns
maps of self
many selves
woven-knit-stitch
like muscle tendon fibers
connecting heart to tongue
to the depths of being
you and me-we and i-us and them

Dare to speak from the heart...

Ahhh...
and i take my last breath
knowing
not nothing what lies before nor beyond
How big is your circle
draw it wider-bigger-more...

October 24, 2016

Stop

Moments in Time
Constellations of Selves
     changing
seasons of life
Layers of Being

Oh...all the stories we tell ourselves
craving-wanting-yearning
hungry for more
stuff it down
fill me up
and
never satisfied.

Run...run...Running around
        Connect- do you dare?
Connection- A double dare.

Stop
sit down
Stop
Sit
Stop
Stay Still
     STOP
         Missing life
To scared to be who you really are...


October 18, 2016

Cave Women

Moon phases
     Luminate bright
     Illuminate Light
     Illuminating

The call- Bird songs
flocking herd swarm
merge and converge
She gathers
little girls
wise women elders
        We Come Together

Shedding layers
 Take off your skin
Slip into nothingness
     We Shed
Naked body
     We Look
Naked heart
      I see
Naked Soul
     you I see you I see...

Courageous scars
Untold wounds
Blissful bellies
Merry go round and round
Sacred Songs- Mother Earth
Divine Prayers- Father Sky
Darkness dims
flesh to flesh
our breath becomes one
Pull- Sweat- Pour- Drink- Steam

I watch
     and you teach
I learn
Returning
      I am Home

October 17, 2016

Realms of Heaven and Hell

Run RUN Run
      Running away
run from
            Running to.
Far Far away
Away far from home
lost long ago
been a long long time

Patterns woven
Spiral wrap
bound wound twisted tied tight

A life not lived
lives
an unlived life
Back it up UP up
turn
round and round
Around
Step back back Way back...

Strange new lands
nights dark
darkness dims
days darker

Standing at the gates
      Returning
Standing at the gates
      Remembering
Standing at the gates
      Welcoming....


October 15, 2016

Conversations with God

Realms of Heaven
open gates
wide
Looking- Watching- Waiting

conversations
speaking words-voice-language

Prayers to the beloved
      Can you hear me
Cries to the Divine
      Are you listening

I cream out loud
Yes- I see you
     Eye to Eye
Yes- I feel you
     Heart to Heart

     Him and I
     You and Me



October 11, 2016

Align to Gods Will

To the
Will of God
Align

Drip Drop Dribble
Soak Sink Settle
Layer...Layer...Layers
deep
deeper
down to the bone
into the cells

Shhhh
Listen
Ears open wide
Shhhh
Listen
close close...Closer
body speak
secret sweet soft languages
Heart Screams Truth
               I vow to never turn away
Never...

September 21, 2016

Hello...

Do You Dare
    Receive
this moment 
    day
this second
    Perfect 
in every way

A sacred pause
        Do You dare
     and
How do you take it
bring it in and down

Secret language
knit into this body
woven to the core
hands to my heart
imprints on the soul

Hello can you hear me
 feel me
     Hello
hello...can you see me
are you listening
     Hello...

September 18, 2016

Darkest Moments


Darkest moments
How do you feed the hungry heart…

Shove it in
       Chew it up
       Stuff it away
Swallow your pride
    and
spit it back up again

In and down
Up and out
    You are
    You are
My favorite medicine.

These darkest moments
I belong not of this world
     All that is 
It Was...
All that is
     It is not me...

September 17, 2016

Flavors of Freedom

Its a Beautiful struggle
if you watch closley
and
listen even closer.

Do you dare catch the flavor of freedom
like a leaf falling from a tree.

It was what it was
It is what it is
Let it be...

You can not will yourself to let go.

September 13, 2016

Awak-En-Ing

The moment you stop fighting
      stop Rushing
      Pushing
      Shoving
The moment you stand still
      stand Silent
      Soft
      Listen
      Loving
The moment you allow the foundation that has formed to crumble
      Fall
      Fade
      Dissipate and Dissolve....Away...
The moment you wake up
and realize it does not have to be this way

The moment I wake up

June 18, 2016

Elements of Alchemy

This pull to the earth
Bring forth from and
Gives birth to.

Stop Start
Ready-set-go
Begin End
Come close move far away
     Nothing created
     Nothing destroyed
     Nothing grasped
     Nothing denied

Circle Cycling
Spiral round and round
Into one
Into another
Inside looking out
Outside looking in.

Unravel- Unwind
Electric currents grow and then flow
springs in up
Fire burn
Heat rise
Expand Spread Wide.

Patience to emerge- Again
     and
Gravity pulls back down- Again
To begin all over- Again
Over and Over and Over
     AGAIN.

May 15, 2016

Currents of Connection

Longing & Belonging
Give & Receive
Contract & Open

These waves of desire
Come near in close
Ripple out further

Merge and Merging
     palm to palm
     cheek to cheek.

Touch and Touching
     heart to heart
     flesh to flesh.

From the inside out
vibrating…tingling
quivers of aliveness

Bodies - Being - Breathed
     A Coming Home
     Home Coming
     Sink – settle - soften

      Hold me
Close and Closer
         Even
Tight and Tighter

This embrace
Heart armor dwindles…dissolves
Fades far far far away

Come
     Come In To Me
           Intimacy
IN TO ME DO YOU SEE…

August 27, 2015

Tug o War

Heat Builds
Slow Burn
Fire fizzle embers fade

Death Dieing
Dwindle dissolve and
rise once more
Born Birth
Begin again
Skin shed layers
Slither Slide
Merge and Emerge
Fuse together
bound wound tied tight
and
Expand Beyond
widen out and away
way...Away

Voice words stories of self
Waters tears falling like
rain rain go away

Heart ache
Hold contain
hug to the core
Tug o War
Tell me there is more
Eyes clear come close
Tell me
Please tell me there is more...

July 22, 2015

What Is It...

i worship you
forever always
Devoted
Devotee

its just me and you
together
you and me
and so far away so far
Strangers
yet connected entwined tangled
what is it that you merge yourself to and into through and beyond

All things beautiful
what must be done
it has begun
fertile soil
sacred inception of heart
initiation of life
birth anew
death dissolving
what is it that you see perceive feel and believe

Empty all to fill
fill and empty
are you ready
empty again
Emptiness

what is it
what...

April 26, 2015

Voices of Selves Believe

Murmurs of the Heart
sweet soft secret sound
quiver and tremble
scream and shout
howl and roar
a voice i long to hear
dare to listen
never forgotten
and
always known

fractures of consciousness
where the light gets in
follow the shining crack
through branches of the trees
luminous sun bright shimmers and shines
a mysterious portal
passageway
  white pearly gates of heaven
can you see

palm to palm
finger to finger
a spinning vortex
engulfed in
vibration of spirit
the one who is saved

do You a Believe
Believe
are You a Believer
or
drifting astray
still waiting to exhale...

April 18, 2015

Non Attachment: Aparigraha


Loosen the grip...empty to be filled again




April 05, 2015

River Runs

Runs like a river
pace round round round and round
 to and from
seek find discover
 missing remembering only to forget
where does this river run why

filled up full overflowing
and
starving to the bone
never satisfied
never knowing
forever all
never known

maybe you are looking in all the wrong places
between the bank
sweet waters
ebb and flow
carry and drift

the way will destroy you
tear you up, swallow you whole
and spit you back out
to begin again
just begun
jump in
dive
currents carry you
away…away…far away

March 28, 2015

Do You Remember

Do You Remember
once ago some time before
Sitting Sipping Sweet Summer Tea
into wee hours of the night
across the table
staring
 looking seeing to into and through
steam rises
fog separates
 dissolves
boundaries
between
two worlds
split down the middle

Listen from afar
i can feel
murmurs of the heart
rumble and roar
 listen from afar
i can hear
secret whispers
Ahhhh
colliding
once again
 this is paradise

Stand tall

at the pearly white gates of heaven

Stand proud
and walk away
return
to turn the other way

Vanish into emptiness
fade to nothing
I Remember
                       Nothingness...

March 20, 2015

SPING IS HERE!

who are we you i us
wake up
evolve
and expand
radically shift your identity
its time....


March 01, 2015

"WE LIVE BY OUR BELIEFS...WHAT IF OUR BELIEFS ARE WRONG..."

January 06, 2015

2015 YEs Yes YES...Stay Awake

Silence- Stillness- Listen- Receive- Widen Out- Dive into Depths


wise words from Rumi

The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don't go back to sleep.

You must ask for what you really want.
Don't go back to sleep.

People are going back and forth across the doorsill
where the two worlds touch.

The door is round and open.
Don't go back to sleep.

December 25, 2014

To The Lover

A call to the Mother
eternal angels above
can you hear these prayers
whisper speak scream out loud
Come to Me…Find Me...Come
arrive at the door
i shall await thy blessed knock
step forth enter invade this sacred temple
show yourself
Closer Come
stand face to face
Trace Touch Taste skin Trace boundaries
When you see me…look deep
penetrate deeper
holy heavens illuminate

kiss n tell
kiss me
and i will tell you
reveal secrets
disclose all my sins
I offer my life to you
do you dare
accept

oh beloved
look me in the eye
yes right there
that glance speaks a million languages
a thousand words
say what you need to say
before the current sweeps you away

Arms Wide Open
Remember
Here…I am right Here

December 14, 2014

Crafting Webs of Life

Battle of
       Soul
cut slice rip through
to dive in in in
and start over
start again

Weaver of the web
you…yes YOU
are the composer
Lay out this pattern
a delicate tapestry
attend inch by inch
piece by piece
a special arrangement
fabric fiber threads
form a jewel gem of mystical creation
these eyes awe
in trance like ripples
out in out in
above below
loop twist entwine twine intertwine
threads of spirit display
The Kingdom of Freedom
where
i can smell you from miles away
used to hunt you down
now watch wash away
dissolve into silence
to the depths of stillness

In this place space
Wrap me up and hold me close
into this fabric of life
a full embrace
tight
Connected Connection
to fields where language disappears into the texture of the landscape always foever imagined
secret signs of proof reveal wonders

Dare go there
yes and go all the way
go and hold nothing back…nothing...

December 08, 2014

Listen Loud- good tunes


Reckoner by Radiohead
Together we will live forever by Clint Mansell
Royksopp forever by Royksopp
Where is my mind by Maxence Cyrin
Couleurs by M83
Song for bob by nick cave and warren ellis
Hers was as thunder by Wildlight
Beyond this moment by Patrick O’hearn
The trapeze swinger by Iron and Wine
Elements by Lindsey Stirling
beach baby by bon Iver

December 02, 2014

Weary Traveler

Vibrations beyond the mind
Throw thyself in
to the sacred calling duty
prepare this heart for the battle of death
Yes...all that which is within bring forth to the surface
walk to the line
      Raw Razor Edge
walk the line
one shot
hold nothing back
pull the trigger
bang

naked to the bone
hero broke open

Through the life labyrinth maze...Oh weary traveler
bring an end to this fight
all knowing
cross over downward
so many roads...so many
sorry not to travel all
and seek no more
become the finder never lost yes found
Find

Home...come home
lay down those heavy bags you carry
gaze at the mirror mirrors on the wall
others look watch and see
blind spots in the rear view
blind yes
we can not see
please
tell me
     what have you seen...

Home….come home
where wisdom in stillness reveals itself
fully all infinite vast limitless
              forever ever...

November 24, 2014

“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.” 

- Gospel of Thomas

November 06, 2014

Life is Pleasure...

Remember how it was before
know you known know nothing
recall nothing to know all unknown
        ahhhhh...Touch something real
finger tips connect skin trace tip tap tip
spiral spin round and round
yeah…again
just like that...an endless circle
forever beginning never ending
look me in the eye and tell me
       Truth
touch me touching you
close-close up-and-closer
heart touching heart
surrender to presence
soften try i try again and try more try
the last to let go gone vanish

There is no reason to pretend
shall we call it a lesson in Love
and may i will you share this dance
take the best of you me i we this...
swirl twirl tornado spinning freedom
a serenade of service
worship of devotion to
thy majesty temple great God being soul body
keep the feet on the ground
i bow
nectar of bliss bestowed upon
from pleasure….move to pleasure…move for pleasure
An imprint of Truth
never forget
            Life Is Pleasure…

October 28, 2014

Dare

O dark was the night
days dim darker
go to the burn and scratch the scar
mountains a fire
walk
inside yourself
murmurs of the heart
listen listen listen
tear drop
drip drip drip
cracks open unlock exposed wider
embrace
may i you let me cry in your arms
hold
so i fall back lean back fall
and...Exhale
i know you can
remember how remember when
Exhale
yeah just like that…
and again
         one more time again….

An initiation of life
emergence from shadows
seek and find…found…be found
vision a visionary
what do you draw forth draw in close nearby closer
   
    LOVE
a fool for Love
Do you Dare
hold nothing back
nothing
dare bring your whole self whole self and more
and show love
yes over and over and over
tip toe into to towards through blissful terror mystery wonder

Love full fiercely
forever being everlasting always
yeah just like that...
surrender all to
                     LOVE
                Do you Dare...

October 21, 2014

Tea Time Talks

Lets have tea
today
will you have tea with me
here come
to the head of the table
come sit near come sit next to me

tell me...how do you want me to be with you

do you know
the way you hold yourself tells a story
eyes yet another
and
may i ask you a question...
what is that story you keep spinning round round up and down
come sit and tell me
share the riddle song melody that you play
name note label every detail
listen hear…i am here

Finding a way back to that familiar place
many times been free before born freedom
out into space that which is around
 no self selfless Self
and what remains
See self sense Self always changing
bring your whole self 
same same never changing

do not hold back
hold nothing back
eyes open outside in wider than before
what are you
                 not willing to see...
past to present there and gone
look its no where to be found
hungry ghosts knocking at thy door
visiting in the wee hours of the night
an alchemy of choice yes no maybe
This thought belief habit calcified to Truth
yet this Truth is not mine never was never will be never

slow it down
please slow it down
slow slow Slow
slow it way down
deep deep knowing this body never lies
try so hard
already arrived
      You Have All Ready Arrived
that story oh yes...raise the glass toast
        cheers...  

October 09, 2014

HOLDING….Hold Heavy in Your Arms

Hold
hold close
hold me so close
still closer
and tight
hold me tight
squeeze tighter
every inch corner crevasse
every muscle
hold hold hold
tight tight squeeze tighter…
tight
until
i collapse
crash break and
crumble
fall back into your embrace
hold close…
heavy in your arms
You know me and
i already feel you
we see not from this place
and we are not of this land
How do we live this mystery life energy play of wonder
this…all of this
and more…
do we really need you-me-him-her-us-we another to feel truth connect with god
to get lost in worlds with out language
holy sacred temples
mystical magical fortress i crown thee king and queen…
Hold
close near
hold nothing back
together you and i may we be alone
hand in mine and
               we will live forever...

October 06, 2014

STAY

Run Numb Spin Drift Walk Away
Hide
hide in the shadows
where do you hide
and do you even want to be found
What troubles you so my friend

Be found
may i find you
hold in an embrace
do not escape…not just yet
     Stay
root down
plug in
ground through
find earth
mother earth
summons near
close
still closer
my dear one may you
Stop Sit
     Stay
Stand Still...
pause to gaze at the shooting stars
listen to the crickets screaming thy name
one more breath to savor each leaf fall to the ground
     Stay
enough to be captured by LIFE
captivated mesmerized hypnotized
stars illuminate dark cloudy days
surprise gifts all around always fall from the open skye
 
   Stay
just a few more minutes to taste love at the tip of the tongue
love teaching you to express
                LOVE….

October 01, 2014

What are we waiting for....

how do we view this life
from darkness to shadow into light
dark-nes dark night calls thy name
tipped upside down mountain skye cloud reflection in the waters
         Tell me all you See...
sun kissed eyes wide open
     i See
writings all over the walls
pictures painted clear and clearer
yes
     i See
demon evil spirits pumping through skin veins blood
hover close to bone
inject thy sacred medicines
poison possessed
flow into through
slithering way into crack spaces
intoxication to the core
smother bind bound heart tied knot inside out
talk so familiar
yes...those demons i know well
     i See
smoke breath in the chill evening air
stand still frozen shivers numb
seeing self seen
     i See
words lost voices disappear vanish forever
dissolve to the ethers
gone goodbye...

Where do we flow from into through drift drift drifting off deeper
Why run so fast
away
up up up and away
     wait
would you wait
while
streams and rivers move down past out
far and beyond
elsewhere
move like water
drip drip drip
water-falls-rain-falling
would you
     wait
or race back dash off turn the other way
around spin round and round
do you dare wait

     wait
what are we waiting for...

September 21, 2014

Choose-Choosing

glass breaks crumble shatter
final chapter
closed book conclusion
    or
just the beginning of another riddle
a new
story
tell all about it
hear and dare not listen
listen and forget to hear.

pick and choose…
what do you live for
Love
     choosing
             Love
                  Lovers Loving
            Choose to Be Loved.
and...
don’t turn
back to pretend nothing
wait
dont drift away
the path right there
yet
        you are blind.
     
This castle on the mountain
knock knock knock
come knocking at thy door
    see through windows
and into writings on the wall
come play…
crowned king and queen
swirl and twirl
hide no more
come 
pluck heart strings
and tune in
a slow melody not heard before
yet
played many times
in every way
from the inside
look watch
      pick choose and
                       step away...

September 17, 2014

Beginning...Middle...End...Over and Again

Send a letter,
silly notes of words pouring together
say what you can say
mean—ing—less—meaning all
just beginning
we were
i thought
why did we ever start...
      for you to see me to remind you of a story long ago
      for me to see the fullness that resides within through you

love--ing
 Surfaces like wild fire
and dissolves even faster
a slow burn down to the embers
tend closely till the very last drop
moments of time
in seconds
the sacred nectar may spoil and turn…
poison
     Possessed in the blood
run side by side
          with the devil
hand in hand
          with the demons.

No more questions to the world around and
listen listen softly
listen deeply inside and deeper
three steps back
hands off
don’t make the same mistake twice.

Touch heart beating speaking
   Truth and tell me
through and through and through
tell all
just beginning…middle...ending…over again
             and please forget me not...


September 14, 2014

One True Thing

What is the lie holding you hostage
in a cage bound tied tight
blind to the present
that thing staring you right in the face
through the eyes
and into the soul
can you see it
allow yourself to feel it
savor on the tip of the tongue
       dissolving long enough
       slow enough
or do you turn your back and walk the other way
run
out the door
gone and away…
                  up up up and away

A series of moments gathering and gathered to this very one
         What is that one true thing....

Into the woods and wanders down country dirt roads
the wild forest calls thy name
returning over into love...
moon lit skys
paving a path ahead
right to the edge
tipped upside down
tell me all you see
...this world is,
forever Truth
           will set you free...

September 10, 2014

If Love Could Speak...

Dear You, Me, Him, Her, Us, We, Them, Everyone
        Dear God...

       Its kind of a funny story
If Love could speak she would say
             Open wide and swallow it hole
If Love could speak she would say
            Listen softly with the ears of the HEART
If Love could speak she would say
              Hold close close close and
                             Release...
Wind blowing through leaves
tip toe across wet grass 
far far yonder
this is the way
that way
everything is The Way...
      Compass points FREEDOM
Free to be you and me…
 All of it...I am all of it and nothing
           None
Sacred prayers to the divine
grant me a sign
whisper sweet secrets into this body
a hint
a nudge
to the left...over to the right
above below and side to side
hide n seek
were am I
      and do you even dare to find me...

pretend no more
 One day
reality becomes better than dreams…
 One day
     Love speaks loud and loud and even
                     Louder....

September 08, 2014

Be Wildy Devoted...

Radiance Sutras #98
Lorin Roche

Be wildly devoted to someone, or something
Cherish every perception.
At the same time, forget about control.
Allow the beloved to be itself and to change.

Passion and compassion, holding and letting go,
This ache in your heart is holy.
Accept it as the rise of intimacy
With life’s secret ways.

Devotion is the Devine streaming through you,
From that place in you before time.
Love’s energy flows through your body,
Toward a body, and into eternity again.
Surrender to this current of devotion
And become one with the Body of Love.