To The Lover

A call to the Mother
eternal angels above
can you hear these prayers
whisper speak scream out loud
Come to Me…Find Me...Come
arrive at the door
i shall await thy blessed knock
step forth enter invade this sacred temple
show yourself
Closer Come
stand face to face
Trace Touch Taste skin Trace boundaries
When you see me…look deep
penetrate deeper
holy heavens illuminate

kiss n tell
kiss me
and i will tell you
reveal secrets
disclose all my sins
I offer my life to you
do you dare
accept

oh beloved
look me in the eye
yes right there
that glance speaks a million languages
a thousand words
say what you need to say
before the current sweeps you away

Arms Wide Open
Remember
Here…I am right Here

Crafting Webs of Life

Battle of
       Soul
cut slice rip through
to dive in in in
and start over
start again

Weaver of the web
you…yes YOU
are the composer
Lay out this pattern
a delicate tapestry
attend inch by inch
piece by piece
a special arrangement
fabric fiber threads
form a jewel gem of mystical creation
these eyes awe
in trance like ripples
out in out in
above below
loop twist entwine twine intertwine
threads of spirit display
The Kingdom of Freedom
where
i can smell you from miles away
used to hunt you down
now watch wash away
dissolve into silence
to the depths of stillness

In this place space
Wrap me up and hold me close
into this fabric of life
a full embrace
tight
Connected Connection
to fields where language disappears into the texture of the landscape always foever imagined
secret signs of proof reveal wonders

Dare go there
yes and go all the way
go and hold nothing back…nothing...

Listen Loud- good tunes

Reckoner by Radiohead

Together we will live forever by Clint Mansell

Royksopp forever by Royksopp

Where is my mind by Maxence Cyrin

Couleurs by M83

Song for bob by nick cave and warren ellis

Hers was as thunder by Wildlight

Beyond this moment by Patrick O’hearn

The trapeze swinger by Iron and Wine

Elements by Lindsey Stirling

beach baby by bon Iver

Weary Traveler

Vibrations beyond the mind
Throw thyself in
to the sacred calling duty
prepare this heart for the battle of death
Yes...all that which is within bring forth to the surface
walk to the line
      Raw Razor Edge
walk the line
one shot
hold nothing back
pull the trigger
bang

naked to the bone
hero broke open

Through the life labyrinth maze...Oh weary traveler
bring an end to this fight
all knowing
cross over downward
so many roads...so many
sorry not to travel all
and seek no more
become the finder never lost yes found
Find

Home...come home
lay down those heavy bags you carry
gaze at the mirror mirrors on the wall
others look watch and see
blind spots in the rear view
blind yes
we can not see
please
tell me
     what have you seen...

Home….come home
where wisdom in stillness reveals itself
fully all infinite vast limitless
              forever ever...

“If you bring forth what is within you, what you bring forth will save you. If you do not bring forth what is within you, what you do not bring forth will destroy you.” 

- Gospel of Thomas

Life is Pleasure...

Remember how it was before
know you known know nothing
recall nothing to know all unknown
        ahhhhh...Touch something real
finger tips connect skin trace tip tap tip
spiral spin round and round
yeah…again
just like that...an endless circle
forever beginning never ending
look me in the eye and tell me
       Truth
touch me touching you
close-close up-and-closer
heart touching heart
surrender to presence
soften try i try again and try more try
the last to let go gone vanish

There is no reason to pretend
shall we call it a lesson in Love
and may i will you share this dance
take the best of you me i we this...
swirl twirl tornado spinning freedom
a serenade of service
worship of devotion to
thy majesty temple great God being soul body
keep the feet on the ground
i bow
nectar of bliss bestowed upon
from pleasure….move to pleasure…move for pleasure
An imprint of Truth
never forget
            Life Is Pleasure…

Dare

O dark was the night
days dim darker
go to the burn and scratch the scar
mountains a fire
walk
inside yourself
murmurs of the heart
listen listen listen
tear drop
drip drip drip
cracks open unlock exposed wider
embrace
may i you let me cry in your arms
hold
so i fall back lean back fall
and...Exhale
i know you can
remember how remember when
Exhale
yeah just like that…
and again
         one more time again….

An initiation of life
emergence from shadows
seek and find…found…be found
vision a visionary
what do you draw forth draw in close nearby closer
   
    LOVE
a fool for Love
Do you Dare
hold nothing back
nothing
dare bring your whole self whole self and more
and show love
yes over and over and over
tip toe into to towards through blissful terror mystery wonder

Love full fiercely
forever being everlasting always
yeah just like that...
surrender all to
                     LOVE
                Do you Dare...

Self Observation

Tea Time Talks

Lets have tea
today
will you have tea with me
here come
to the head of the table
come sit near come sit next to me

tell me...how do you want me to be with you

do you know
the way you hold yourself tells a story
eyes yet another
and
may i ask you a question...
what is that story you keep spinning round round up and down
come sit and tell me
share the riddle song melody that you play
name note label every detail
listen hear…i am here

Finding a way back to that familiar place
many times been free before born freedom
out into space that which is around
 no self selfless Self
and what remains
See self sense Self always changing
bring your whole self 
same same never changing

do not hold back
hold nothing back
eyes open outside in wider than before
what are you
                 not willing to see...
past to present there and gone
look its no where to be found
hungry ghosts knocking at thy door
visiting in the wee hours of the night
an alchemy of choice yes no maybe
This thought belief habit calcified to Truth
yet this Truth is not mine never was never will be never

slow it down
please slow it down
slow slow Slow
slow it way down
deep deep knowing this body never lies
try so hard
already arrived
      You Have All Ready Arrived
that story oh yes...raise the glass toast
        cheers...  

HOLDING….Hold Heavy in Your Arms

Hold
hold close
hold me so close
still closer
and tight
hold me tight
squeeze tighter
every inch corner crevasse
every muscle
hold hold hold
tight tight squeeze tighter…
tight
until
i collapse
crash break and
crumble
fall back into your embrace
hold close…
heavy in your arms
You know me and
i already feel you
we see not from this place
and we are not of this land
How do we live this mystery life energy play of wonder
this…all of this
and more…
do we really need you-me-him-her-us-we another to feel truth connect with god
to get lost in worlds with out language
holy sacred temples
mystical magical fortress i crown thee king and queen…
Hold
close near
hold nothing back
together you and i may we be alone
hand in mine and
               we will live forever...

STAY

Run Numb Spin Drift Walk Away
Hide
hide in the shadows
where do you hide
and do you even want to be found
What troubles you so my friend

Be found
may i find you
hold in an embrace
do not escape…not just yet
     Stay
root down
plug in
ground through
find earth
mother earth
summons near
close
still closer
my dear one may you
Stop Sit
     Stay
Stand Still...
pause to gaze at the shooting stars
listen to the crickets screaming thy name
one more breath to savor each leaf fall to the ground
     Stay
enough to be captured by LIFE
captivated mesmerized hypnotized
stars illuminate dark cloudy days
surprise gifts all around always fall from the open skye
 
   Stay
just a few more minutes to taste love at the tip of the tongue
love teaching you to express
                LOVE….

What are we waiting for....

how do we view this life
from darkness to shadow into light
dark-nes dark night calls thy name
tipped upside down mountain skye cloud reflection in the waters
         Tell me all you See...
sun kissed eyes wide open
     i See
writings all over the walls
pictures painted clear and clearer
yes
     i See
demon evil spirits pumping through skin veins blood
hover close to bone
inject thy sacred medicines
poison possessed
flow into through
slithering way into crack spaces
intoxication to the core
smother bind bound heart tied knot inside out
talk so familiar
yes...those demons i know well
     i See
smoke breath in the chill evening air
stand still frozen shivers numb
seeing self seen
     i See
words lost voices disappear vanish forever
dissolve to the ethers
gone goodbye...

Where do we flow from into through drift drift drifting off deeper
Why run so fast
away
up up up and away
     wait
would you wait
while
streams and rivers move down past out
far and beyond
elsewhere
move like water
drip drip drip
water-falls-rain-falling
would you
     wait
or race back dash off turn the other way
around spin round and round
do you dare wait

     wait
what are we waiting for...

hmmmm...

Choose-Choosing

glass breaks crumble shatter
final chapter
closed book conclusion
    or
just the beginning of another riddle
a new
story
tell all about it
hear and dare not listen
listen and forget to hear.

pick and choose…
what do you live for
Love
     choosing
             Love
                  Lovers Loving
            Choose to Be Loved.
and...
don’t turn
back to pretend nothing
wait
dont drift away
the path right there
yet
        you are blind.
     
This castle on the mountain
knock knock knock
come knocking at thy door
    see through windows
and into writings on the wall
come play…
crowned king and queen
swirl and twirl
hide no more
come 
pluck heart strings
and tune in
a slow melody not heard before
yet
played many times
in every way
from the inside
look watch
      pick choose and
                       step away...

Beginning...Middle...End...Over and Again

Send a letter,
silly notes of words pouring together
say what you can say
mean—ing—less—meaning all
just beginning
we were
i thought
why did we ever start...
      for you to see me to remind you of a story long ago
      for me to see the fullness that resides within through you

love--ing
 Surfaces like wild fire
and dissolves even faster
a slow burn down to the embers
tend closely till the very last drop
moments of time
in seconds
the sacred nectar may spoil and turn…
poison
     Possessed in the blood
run side by side
          with the devil
hand in hand
          with the demons.

No more questions to the world around and
listen listen softly
listen deeply inside and deeper
three steps back
hands off
don’t make the same mistake twice.

Touch heart beating speaking
   Truth and tell me
through and through and through
tell all
just beginning…middle...ending…over again
             and please forget me not...

Thanks friend...hearts open

One True Thing

What is the lie holding you hostage
in a cage bound tied tight
blind to the present
that thing staring you right in the face
through the eyes
and into the soul
can you see it
allow yourself to feel it
savor on the tip of the tongue
       dissolving long enough
       slow enough
or do you turn your back and walk the other way
run
out the door
gone and away…
                  up up up and away

A series of moments gathering and gathered to this very one
         What is that one true thing....

Into the woods and wanders down country dirt roads
the wild forest calls thy name
returning over into love...
moon lit skys
paving a path ahead
right to the edge
tipped upside down
tell me all you see
...this world is,
forever Truth
           will set you free...

If Love Could Speak...

Dear You, Me, Him, Her, Us, We, Them, Everyone
        Dear God...

       Its kind of a funny story
If Love could speak she would say
             Open wide and swallow it hole
If Love could speak she would say
            Listen softly with the ears of the HEART
If Love could speak she would say
              Hold close close close and
                             Release...
Wind blowing through leaves
tip toe across wet grass 
far far yonder
this is the way
that way
everything is The Way...
      Compass points FREEDOM
Free to be you and me…
 All of it...I am all of it and nothing
           None
Sacred prayers to the divine
grant me a sign
whisper sweet secrets into this body
a hint
a nudge
to the left...over to the right
above below and side to side
hide n seek
were am I
      and do you even dare to find me...

pretend no more
 One day
reality becomes better than dreams…
 One day
     Love speaks loud and loud and even
                     Louder....

Be Wildy Devoted...

Radiance Sutras #98
Lorin Roche

Be wildly devoted to someone, or something
Cherish every perception.
At the same time, forget about control.
Allow the beloved to be itself and to change.

Passion and compassion, holding and letting go,
This ache in your heart is holy.
Accept it as the rise of intimacy
With life’s secret ways.

Devotion is the Devine streaming through you,
From that place in you before time.
Love’s energy flows through your body,
Toward a body, and into eternity again.
Surrender to this current of devotion
And become one with the Body of Love.

Draw Close and Release...

The Universe
pulsing
can you hear the
    Heart
       beat beat beat…
forever and always
draw close 
expand out and beyond
Dance into me, dance through me, and away...

I watch, watch, and watch some more
gaze frozen in time
      I see
story colliding with truth
      Its all real because I believe

This book has many pages
        Indulge thy self
subject matter is YOU
       as You are
and as You can become
                infinite possibility...

A pathless path
where secrets are only heard through the whispers of the trees
Look around
     What is the world you have created...
yes please...more
and more and even more.

No longer shall i hide
yearning this embrace
many years and lifetimes ago
       Merge with me
come dance-come sing-come play
into the depths
creating one harmonious melody
Take me further...further  
         and release
flowing into unguarded realms
like rain washing through
     unknown pastures.

Know it perfectly
              In every way
    On every level
                What is the experience of
                          Letting Go...

Truth Be Felt

Truth be felt...
since some time ago
This, me, you, us, we
simmering in the background
yearning the embrace
dreaming the un-dreamable...

Watching from afar,
across the room,
and down the hall
    You...standing next to her
a stare at the unspoken language
waiting
patiently on the sidelines
when is it my turn
    come out and play...

Truth be felt
I am here to capture and
will watch you wander far far away

starting over again and again and again
the deep end of the heart
dark
its murky
     yet I dive in
Dive
forever now
      moving through towards
phases of seasons…phases of life…phases of love
            come and go
            bloom and die
only to be birthed once more...

run and destroy
you miss the point
      oh wait…I forgot…
there is no finish line
Tomorrow may never come
and
      maybe it will never be my turn
as you dash off wild and free
I continue to gaze
                    Forever Infinite and Always...

Stories in the Making

Caught in a story of how it used to be
without this binding
lost
back in time to move forward again
many times over…i have been here
tug of war
stitched to the core
transplanted from one story to another
farther faster stronger further
discovering the combination to this secret lock
squinting
its just to bright
    i can not see....

The compass points
              TRUTH
        What do you believe yourself to be?

Guide me to the place that has no words
Leave this body
take it all in...rise up...fill me up
      dissolve to form again
      break free to find structure
gaze into until you See
seer being seen…always forever seeing
cut the thread and unravel this tangle
               You are not what you think you are.....
This path
traveled and traveling
touching worlds that reside beneath the layers of the skin
I can see You
    pure essence
as i grow into
      Ultimate Truth
sing song….sing out loud…sing me a song
god can you hear me
         There is a new story in the making...

I am Here...Here I am

Guided back to this familiar place
why’s never knowing
a pause in the great scheme of life
reach out out out to touch you close close
and closer

     TRUTH be told
i am only here to find You
     touch--ing
moments of Now
don’t move
not an inch
take it in…All
heart exposed
before you I stand, wobble…I shake
stripped
naked
bone-body-soul
open and raw
   hiding nothing
         I Am Here
  see everything
         Here I Am...

Truth be felt
touch-smell-taste-know life essence
savor the Divine
elevate
    everyone
        everywhere
wake up my dear one
      Wake Me Up...
filled-overflowing
split open wide into
      Bliss
where I end and you begin and
we unite
     Living Dreams....

A Death and A Birth...

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        Guns blazing

I lay them before you
down on knees

and offer it all up...up…up and away

Death is near

Close… closer and even more 
no longer fight

this war is over

         Stay awake

Do not miss

Life

slipping

Right in front of me

Staring straight in the eyes

Mesmerized

            Paralyzed

      Burning embers

Red yellow orange blue

Gaze frozen into

this raging fire

Flames fill me

Full

       Touch--ing

Skin into skin

into body

into breath

breath into spaces that have no words

                  Meet me

Light and Ignite

Every corner

Every crevice

                   Meet me

        in a place we call our own

wander to lands we have yet dared to travel

        weaving webs of new memories

into the unseen real              

lost in something else
  evolution of a new reality

A birth

         Being birthed…